“Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you
where there were only walls.” Joseph Campbell
I’ve been trying to finish an amateur sleuth mystery (the next Holly Price story) but another story keeps nagging at me. It’s one I’ve picked up and put down about a dozen times; changed the focus; the motivation; everything except the central characters and the theme.
I’m not sure why that book keeps pulling me back. Maybe it comes from the idea that each one of us has something special to contribute—maybe work we feel compelled to do. By doing it, we feel fulfilled and enrich the world. Joseph Campbell talks about finding your own path (“If you can see your path laid out in front of you step by step, you know it’s not your path. Your own path you make with every step you take. That’s why it’s your path.”).
But is that passion the broader goal or a kernel that embodies it?
For many of us on this blog, our passion is writing. Taking intuitions, snippets, dreams and moments of pure fantasy imagination. Adding overheard conversations, glimpses of a vignette as we pass by. Grabbing that nebulous possibility, and shaping and turning into a polished story. Is writing the passion we want to share with the world? Or is it a particular theme or story that we feel we have to tell to reach that bliss?
I really have no idea, so I keep putting one foot in front of the other and step-by-step find my path.
Right now, that path is strolling along with a forensic accountant who’s trying to find her own path through life… You might hear a bit more about her later. But as much fun as the amateur sleuth story is to write, that other story is still there, a siren song.
Even if we take the steps to become an author, maybe we chose a certain path because we fear the stories we want to write won’t sell. We love chic lit or romantic mysteries or literary stories where the characters rule and the words flow to a different rhythm, but we read online, hear from editors, agents, creative writing texts that D, all the above are passé. We’re tempted to follow trends rather than listen to the story inside us. I think most of us have cleared that hurdle, but the doubt is always there–should I have chosen a different path?
Overall, I’m happy with my path to “here.” Sure, there have been highs and lows, joys and regrets. I’m happy our paths crossed, here on the blog, at various publishers, conferences, or any of the other places we’ve connected. I hope my passion for writing lives on and that I can share my joy and make a small corner of the worlds a better place.
And in the meanwhile, I think my other story is still growing—or growing up—quietly evolving in my subconscious. I have many books still to write.
But I suspect “that story” will one day be the one I have to tell.
What about you?
“As you go the way of life,
You will see a great chasm. Jump.
It is not as wide as you think.”
― Joseph Campbell
Cross posted to my group blog – The Stiletto Gang